I feel wanting to give up.
Give up for everything.
I don't know.
Can someone help me?
I don't know...
Who knows.
Only God can help me, right?
But ...
Nothing.
I shall pray to God.

Hmm, I feel kinda of disappointed. I don't know why do I have to do it. I feel so tense. I feel so messy. I feel awful. Thanks to my tutor, Juliana. She confronted and advised me through
sms. :)
Thanks to Joyce for confronting me too. :) Thanks to Xue Hui for some versus. :)

Anyway...

What the heck happen to me?!!

I don't even know myself well. Crap.
What happen to my life?
I can't remember when it is all started. I think after last Sunday.
Firstly, I cannot play DJmax 2 well. I just kept increasing the volume of how fast. I also even chose the difficult ones. In the end, I lost many times. It is unusual. Last time, I don't think i did all but was calm and won a lot. (=.=)
Secondly, I have been slacking. I feel not liking to do anything such as house chores, spring cleaning, etc.
Thirdly, after I switched off the bathroom light. I was told to take thing from there so I switched on. Unexpectedly, the bathroom bulb has fused like that. NO LIGHT out. OOHH MYY GOD, what have I done wrong?

I simply don't understand myself well. Oh sian, can someone tell me please?!